Lazy Sunday, lazy Monday (at Château de Cuntos)
Down the old staircase , I’m walking out the door.
I feel lost here tonight, everything has changed since that summer before.
Stumbling forward , I’m glancing back.
There’s no one in the window begging me to come back.
The streetlights are burning but I’m not yet ready for this day to be done.
Cause I always come up short.
I’m always lusting for something more.
And so I push right into the night harder and harder until my heart beats just right. Across downtown and over the tracks. Exhaustion finally taking hold down to the place I love where nobody knows.
Old photographs much too late at night.
I dream of times I wish I could leave behind.
And I always wake up ugly and dissatisfied.
I’ve gotta change my mind. I’ve gotta change my life, get down to the root of the problem,cure my misdirection , cause all the laughs die at closing time and I lie awake wondering why I’m an all or nothing kid and why I’ve been feeling like nothing all of the time.
Where do I go? Am I on my own?
Absolute banger mail day! #catchoftheday #howareya #notmuch
Finishing work before midday and having the rest of the day to do nothing but sit around in the sun is pretty great (at Chateau de Cuntos)